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salam...
i want to spend every moment by ur side,,..... but u won't.. :(
bole cm tu.....

ari ni.. bz giler.... my 1st day keje after cuti panjang....., awal lagi sy dah sampai ofc.... sampai jek... kemas2.... buang semua bunga yg dah layu... huhu,, thanx guys... yg send flower to me,, coklat... yummyyyy.... may god bless u ol.......

semak paperwork... huh byknyer laaa error,, uwaaaaa...... kul 10 need to go...
lepas settle.... terus keluar.... sampai santai cafe kul 10++... huh!!! lambat da.....
lepas settle.... terus g pejabat MB... meeting lagi....,, sampai kul....2++......
tgk hp..... huh,, byknya mis kol.... syg... ma,, ayong,, fR,, nasa.. huh.... sms dari syg... ,,
col syg,, opss mis kol jek....huhu pas tu die col blk.... as usual.... :P,,
rindunyerrrrrrr kat die.... dekat 1 ari x dgr suara.....,, katenyer die kat umah....
ermmmm.....

igt pas tu nk balik opis,, ade 1 lagi appmnt..... kul 3.30 di opis,, but tibe2 je ubah fikiran....
ahhh nk balik ar... bole borak2 ngan syg...
terus jek col cik pA.... ''ir,, kensel appmt saye tu pls...... ai x masuk opis...."
huhu mesti irmanina benggang kat saye tahap cipan.... i'm sorry sweetty,, huhu.....

sampai je uma... mis col die lagi.... then die col.... n ckp.... die bz.... die nk abiskan keje die,,
ermmm.. bole x korg bayangkan ape perasaan sy mase tu?
i feel down..... sedih....
ape salahnye,, kalau die tgglkan kejap keje tu....
kate die sy yg terpenting dlm hidup die... rupe2nyer tak.....
bende lain ... lebih penting rupenyer....
ahhhh... lantak la... malas da sy nk pk.....
memang sy sgt sakit hati.... but sy maafkan die....,,
teruskan lah... wat laa ape yg awk suke...,,
selagi sy bole bersabar.... it's ok....

tgk di fb,,,,, die upload lagu... pls forgive me by bryan adam.... sy tahu utk sy... (utk sy ke)

Bryan Adams – Please For Give Me

still feels like our first night together
feels like the first kiss and it’s gettin’ better baby
No one can better this
still holdin’ on, you’re still the one
first time our eyes met – the same feeling I get
Only feels much stronger – I wanna love you longer
You still turn the fire on…
So if you’re feelin’ lonely don’t
You’re the only one I ever want
I only wanna make it good
So if I love ya a little more than I should

Please forgive me – I know not what I do
Please forgive me – I can’t stop loving you
Don’t deny me – this pain I’m going through
Please forgive me – if I need ya like I do
Please believe me – every word I say is true
Please forgive me – I can’t stop loving you

Still feels like our best times are together
Feels like the first touch
We’re still gettin’ closer baby
Can’t get close enough
I’m still holdin’ on – you’re still number one
I remember the smell of your skin
I remember everything
I remember all your moves – I remember you yeah
I remember the night – you know I still do
So if you’re feelin’ lonely don’t
You’re the only one I ever want
I only wanna make it good
So if I love you a little more than I should

Please forgive me – I know not what I do
Please forgive me – I can’t stop loving you
Don’t deny me – this pain I’m going through
Please forgive me – if I need ya like I do
Oh believe me – every word I say is true
Please forgive me – I can’t stop loving you

One thing I’m sure of – is the way we make love
The one thing I depend on
Is for us to stay strong
With every word and every breath I’m prayin’
That’s why I’m sayin’…

Please forgive me – I know not what I do
Please forgive me – I can’t stop loving you
Don’t deny me – this pain I’m going through
Please forgive me – if I need you like I do
Babe believe me-every word i say is true
Please forgive me – If I can´t stop loving you
Never leave me-I don’t know what I do
Please forgive me- I Can´t stop loving you

Can’t stop loving you

rindu

salam,,
11.11pm..
tggu syg balik.... katenyer pegi open house... ermmm
rindunya kat awk..

smlm sy keluar.... mcm ni la agaknya die tggu... :((
ermmm...

ari ni....pagi2 tadi...,, mcm biasa, weekend.. sy g kerja kt uma seri kenangan... sejak syawal ni... sy lom pegi lagi... opss... dh pegi ari tu.... tapi skjap je,, juz jumpe makcik2 tu... salam n give them duit raye.. (duit abah okek... jgn salah faham.. ;P)..
sebab tergesa2... da lambat.... sampai je sane, tgk da lupe bring my hp... (mlm tadi da niat x nk bw) sekali betul2 lupe.... huh!!!
dlm ati,, mesti syg marah.... huhu,,
tgk komen2 kt fb.... grg jek... ahh... wat bodoh jer la...
kalau sy bawak hp.... mesti laa kejap2 die akan col...
n sy da tau ape die nk ckp....

ayg wat ape tu??... rehat yer syg,, ayg jgn buat itu.... syg jgn buat ini....jgn mengemas... jgn mop... jgn itu jgn ini... kang bb penat... kang syg sakit... bla222
dll....

huh sy dah tau dialog2 dia...
mase sy kat umah pon dia mcm tu....

kdg2.... sy ckp je.... x wat pape.... tdo... huhuhu opsss.... :P (tipu sunat)
watever sy tahu... he luv me very333 much... ;)

lepas settle keja sy kat sane,, sy balik.... mandi.. siap2 nak ke umah akeem... luqman hakim sahabat ku yg terkasih.... ekekeke...
sblom tu msg syg dulu... ''dh keluar ke''... huhu terus je dia call...
b baru nak keluar nie.. nk g uma ma.. nk ambik angah..
ok.. drive leklok syg...
k... ayg kat ne?
uma akeem...
owhh ok... blaaa33
blaa...

mase masuk umah akeem... salam ummi akeem, mcm biase... ummi akan peluk sy...cium pp sy,,
''dh lamaaaaaa zura tak dtg umah ummi..., zura dah kurus.. kenapa ni.?? sakit lagi ka??..''
''tu laaa ummi.... la ni sibuk sikit kerja.... tapi zura selalu ja ingat ummi.... ummi sihat ka?"
''ummi sehat... zura mai sorang ja?? bila laaa nk mai berdua ni??''
erkkkk... mcm nk tersembur je dgr soklan ummi tu... adehhhh.... saye juz senyum2... huhu,,
kwn2 semua tgk saya.... uwaaa.... depa ni.... huh!!!!!

selepas mkn sume mknan... wohhh semua sedap2 sgt... ummi akeem memang pandai masak....
bak kate akeem... rugi x jadi mak mertua sy.... hahaha... jahat akeem...
slpas tu kami semua pergi ke umah anizah laks.... umah anizah die ni jiran akeem jek... makan laksa... anizah dah pandai masak lohhh.... sedap gak laa laksanyer.... i mean timunnya... wakakaka....

then gi uma cik PA.... irmanina.... mulenyer da malas nk g,, hehe...
sampai sane... da ramai... ade sepol wif new gf (new lagi?) ade rahman... alisa,, budak2 perumahan yg ramai... ade yg sy tak kenal.... ngeee....
sampai2 je kene lagi....
''dtg sorg je cik fazura??'' bila nk dtg berdua ni....''
ahhhh wat bodoh jek.... x faham soklan.... hehehe
time tu dah maghrib..... solat dulu kat uma irma... mase pas solat tu... sempat laa sembang2 ngan ir kat bilik.... die kate.... dh kritikal hubungan die dgn amy... :( kesian die... baru kawen dh problem.... sy hanya suh dia bersabar.... kena pk betul2... x bole ikut hati... kalau brcinta,, bertunang,, ok lagi.... ni dah nikah.... x kan nak bercerai pulak... haihhhh.... ermmm...

last sekali... g umah mak aweera.... makan lagi.... dah rase nk muntah... over load... ngeee....
balik umah dah kul 9....

then b nak keluar.... g umah bos die katenyer... sy lak time tu.... nk tdo jer.... tapi ade tetamu lak.... adehh....

salam... ari jumaat yg 'angin
pagi2 ade 1 col,, col yg buat sy angin.... nak tahu???
kalau x nak tahu,, x yah ar bace... ekekeke

helo fazura?

yeaaa... sape ni....

ai ni.... wat ape tu? dah g keja?

sape yer? ai x kenal no u ni....

aihhh x kenai laa pulak.... smlm igt? yg bagi bunga kat u? u ngan ur sis tu...?? x kan da lupa...

u salah no kot.... ai x kenal u pon... baiii...

aihhh waittttt.... sat laa... amboi sombong sgt aih anak datok ni...ai cuma nk minta maap ni,, tau u marah smlm... maaf laa.. kwn2 ai tu mmg mcm tu.... depa sbnarnya yang cabaq ai wat mcm tu..

owhh ok... it's ok...

ermmm camana nk ckp ya...

kalau dah abis ckp.... ok lah ya... baiii...

aihhh sat laa.... ai nk cakap ni.... walaupun kwn2 cabaq,, tapi sbenarnya ai suka u... bole kita keluaq minum?

owhhh... x boleh...

awat x boleh pulak?

ehh jap2... mana yu dapat no ai ni?? mana yu kenai ai?

ada arrr....

sapa bagi? u jawap dulu...

ai memang dah lama kenai u... ai jiran u laaa... tu laa lain kali... tegoq2 laa jiran sama...,,
dulu yu rapat dgn ******* so,, ai segan nk kacau...
selalu nmpk u dtg support team ai.... suka tgk u.... lembut ja... maneh....

erkkkkk...ok laa... ada col masuk ni....

ok2 anyway ai ******..... boleh ai col lagi?

ermm... x yah col lah.... salam....

**senang jer tindakkn syg kn, putus cal x jwp, biarkn b mcm ni.. sedihnye,
bla3333.....fazura azzaty dlm hati b.. syg b pade bb x tau nk ckp,, teramat sgt.. bla3...
b tau b pernh buat salah, tp b belajar dr segalanye.. luv u so much **

ermm.. tu sms die.. setelah 20 jam sy merajuk... 20 jam ke? tah laa... die kate 20 jam... huhu,,
sbnarnya,, byk lagi sms dia antar dari smlm... semua pon sy x reply,, call pon dah berbelas2 mis call... :(
sy pon x tahu kenape sy tibe2 mcm ni..., may be sy dah pernah rase....
betapa deritanyaaaa... betapa sakitnya dikhianati..
suatu mase dulu... so sy sgttttttt berhati2 mase ni....
op kos!! must be sy berhati2...,, sy x nk sakit lagi.... sy nak jage hati sy sndiri.... x nak menangis lagi...,, so what???
So I thought heartbreaks are stuff that hurt your heart. But a heartbreak hurts your everything. I was hurt all over. I’m still aching all over. I remembered telling someone, ‘Jangan lukakan perasaan orang, susah nak ubatkan. Sedangkan gelas kaca yang serpih pun, bila dilekat semula nampak parutnya, apa lagi hati manusia.’ And I’d just realized how true that statement is. A heart that breaks will heal, but there will always be scars left.

I do believe my heart will heal. And I do hope the scars will vanish, too.

ermm..byk kali die minta maaf...,, x perlu minta maaf....
n bukan utk dia saje..... sesiapapon,, sbbnya sy sentiasa memaafkan....

dia pernah beberapa kali buat sy sedih, buat sy menangis. Setiap kali dia muncul untuk berbaik-baik, kami tiada masalah. Kenapa? Sebab sy tak pernah marah (it takes a genius to infuriate me, seriously). Setiap kali tu dia akan bertanya, ‘Kenapa ayg tak marah saya?’ Dan setiap kali pun jawapan sy sama saja. Selepas itu, dia akan minta maaf. sy pulak akan bagi respond yang sy sentiasa bagi kepada setiap orang yang minta maaf kat sy; ‘Tak apa, sy dah maafkan awak sebaik saja awak sakitkan hati sy hari tu.’

Bila orang buat salah kat sy, memang sy akan terasa hati (that’s why you’re a moron if you call me insensitive). Tapi tak lama. Sebab sy bukan jenis manusia yang simpan benci dan sakit hati. sy cukup bijak dan cukup matang untuk sedar yang bila sy berperasaan macam tu kat orang, yang sakit tu sy. Orang tu tak tau pun sy sakit hati kat dia. saya pulak yang akan sakit jiwa sorang-sorang bila tak boleh bertegur-sapa sebab nak jaga ego. Lagipun sy malas nak tunggu orang cakap sorry. saye takkan hidup selama-lamanya. Jadi sy maafkan saja orang tu, supaya sy tenang. Kerana itu, kemaafan sy sentiasa percuma. Saya mahu tenang. Sebelum diminta pun sy dah bagi. Kalau dipohon lagi pun, sy hargai. :)

lagi pun sy jugak dah cukup bijak dan cukup matang untuk fikir, kalau orang minta maaf pada sy sebab tak nak berhutang di dunia dan tersangkut di crossing akhirat nanti, kenapa tidak sy maafkan orang atas alasan yang sama? Sy risau sangat, kalau masa sy tengah sakit hati tu Allah SWT jemput sy balik. Macam mana dengan orang yang buat salah kat sy tu? Kan sy dah tak sempat maafkan dia? Setiap kali sy maafkan sesiapa, memang ini yang sy fikir, ‘Ish, nanti tersangkut pulak dia masa melintas. Nak mencari sy di Padang Masyar, entah bila nak jumpa. Bila dia nak sampai?’ Kerana itu, kemaafan saye sentiasa percuma. Sebab sy manusia. Sy tahu kesian kat orang...

ermmm panjang lebarnya saye membebel....

ape salahnya kan... kite berkongsi ape yg baik..... utk memperbaiki diri sendiri... ari tu.. mase melawat blog kwn2... (kwn ke? walau die x anggap sy kawan,, but x pe...) sy nmpk salah satu entrynyer yg marah2... entah lah die tujukan pade sape... it's none my bisnes.. huhu,,

harap dia maafkan lah org yg buat dia marah tu...
kite kena mudah memaafkan,, kerana...
kita sedar siapa diri kita, hamba Allah SWT yang kecik lagi menumpang di dunia ni. Dengan banyak dosanya kita memang sentiasa harap supaya semuanya Allah ampunkan. Tapi boleh ke Allah SWT ampunkan semua dosa kita kalau kita sendiri selfish dan tak reti maafkan orang lain? Entah-entah orang yang buat salah pada kite tu dah pun Allah ampunkan, kite je yang belum sebab enggan memaafkan.

Kerana itu jugak, kemaafan sy sentiasa percuma. Sebab sy sedar diri. sy bukan Tuhan. sy tak sanggup untuk tidak memaafkan, sebab sy sayang Allah SWT, dan saye mahu Dia sayang sy jugak. Itu saja.

haihhhh mesti korg boring kan bace panjang2 nii....
maaf laa... sy cume nak ajak korg dan diri sy sndiri untuk mempercumakan kemaafan kita. Percayalah, tak rugi apa pun bila kita memaafkan. Kita beri ketenangan pada orang. Kita jugak beri ketenangan pada diri. Kalau Allah SWT boleh ampunkan kesalahan kita, sedangkan Dia maha sempurna, apa kelayakan kita untuk simpan sakit hati dan tidak mengampuni padahal kita pun banyak berdosa pada orang lain?

:( 7.7-magnitude quake hit South Sumatra, tremors felt in Peninsula (UPDATED)

KUALA LUMPUR: A powerful 7.7-magnitude earthquake hit Indonesia's south Sumatra at 6.16pm today, sending tremors across several areas in Peninsular Malaysia.

The Meteorological Department said the quake's epicentre was 60km southwest of Padang and 452km southwest of Melaka. It said it was monitoring the situation closely.

In the Klang Valley, people rushed out of building which were shaking from the tremors.

Meanwhile, Reuters reported that the quake was 7.9 on the Richter scale and that a tsunami alert had been issued by the Pacific Tsunami Warning Centre.

AFP reported that the quake that struck off Indonesia’s Sumatra island today, destroyed large buildings and starting fires in the major city of Padang, geologists and reports said.

“A number of hotels in Padang have been destroyed,” Indonesian geophysics and meteorology agency tsunami warning head Rahmat Triyono said, adding the agency did not release a tsunami alert.

The Pacific Tsunami Warning Centre in Hawaii however issued a tsunami watch for Indonesia, Malaysia, India and Thailand. The tsunami alert has since been cancelled.

“Up to now we haven’t been able to reach Padang, communications have been cut,” Triyono said.

The quake struck at sea at 5:16 pm (1016 GMT) at a fairly deep 87 kilometres (54 miles), 53 kilometres northwest of Padang city in West Sumatra province, the United States Geological Survey said.

Local news channel Metro TV reported fires amid the wreckage in Padang, a city of 900,000, where panicked residents had run onto the streets as the quake hit.

There were no immediate reports of deaths or injuries.

The quake was felt in the capital Jakarta 940 kilometres away.

Geologists have said Padang, which lies near the colliding Indo-Australian and Eurasian tectonic plates, is the most likely in the country to fall victim to the next major quake.

The city is most at risk from a final segment along the zone shifting to unleash a massive amount of energy.

The zone’s other segments have already cracked, including a large portion off Aceh, at the northern tip of Sumatra, which triggered the 2004 Indian Ocean tsunami which killed more than 220,000 people.

Indonesia sits on the Pacific “Ring of Fire,” where the meeting of continental plates causes high volcanic and seismic activity. A quake on the main island of Java earlier this month killed 123 people. - Agencies